Campus life seems to be slowing, the general atmosphere and attitude of Lee is starting to shift, students begin to feel the tension of finals while simultaneously reaping the harvest of their previous lack of effort. With this said, my first semester at Lee University draws ever closer to an end and I’m presented with the opportunity to reflect on how exactly the first months of college have shaped my character and lifestyle.
Recently my attention has been drawn to a personal lack of investment directed towards the pursuit of Christ, how ironic and amazing it is that while diligently working in the hope of achieving a major in theology a person can fundamentally neglect a relationship with the one they seek to study. Scholarly excellence would attempt to carry individuals into a critical analysis of the Bible that seems to water down the effectiveness and relative significance of God’s word to our groaning world.
For the foolishness of God is wiser than man’s wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man’s strength. - 1 Cor 1:25
Attending a Christian college is quiet an experience, although I believe in discipline, prayer and the mandatory chapels [Tuesday and Thursday] they have become just another to-do, drawing many passionate young adults, including myself, into the wretchedness of apathy. This begins to name only one of the many extremities that causes a social environment that entirely encompasses Lee.
Remembering the first time you successfully achieved a back flip on your neighbors trampoline, unlocking the next level in Halo, learning something so new and interesting that you couldn’t help but smile, beating your high school rival in football, eating the perfect steak, meeting the person who by simply looking your way can turn a rainy Monday into a sun filled Friday. That feeling, a feeling so intoxicating that you never want to let go. Reaching into my past, thinking about what it was like to sit and read the Bible with this kind of expectation and abandonment, I’m disappointed with myself, hoping earnestly that change is still possible for me….
However, my words may be slightly misleading, college has brought countless opportunities for growth, college was never a goal for me, only through prayer and God’s divine providence am I attending Lee. Studying theology will not bring me cash and a shiny new SLR McLaren Benz, but reflecting on the beautiful cost that is every person I encounter it becomes easier to remember that it is worth it.
“There are no ordinary people. You have never talked to a mere mortal. Nations, cultures, arts, civilizations - these are mortal, and their life is to ours as the life of a gnat. But it is immortals whom we joke with, work with, marry, snub, and exploit - immortal horrors or everlasting splendors.”
- C.S Lewis
The Weight of Glory
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